Reality

What's reality? what does this word mean? I dont know what it really means anymore....cause reality sucks big time...it hurts us, makes us confused at times, make us know the truth, makes us make heavy-hearted decisions, and what more? it has became countless...

Sometimes in life...

• we have to make decisions that might hurt ourselves, in order to give others a break or even make them happier & not hurt them further..


• we have to think and care about what others might face or are going through and not remain being selfish...especially to people you care for...


• we have to go through ups & downs that might bring us to another stage...but loose it in the end at times...


• we have to let the people we care & love go if it's for the better...


• reality....times like this...memories and flash backs come during the night...

these times are hard & sometimes we breakdown and cry cause of reality....THAT'S reality....reality the word that we all face....why? ever wonder why this word exist?or why does it HAVE to exist...?

I guess i had to be selfish for the very last time and let it go even with a heavy heart to say it....breaking away might have given a chance to know each another again & probably bring it to the next stage...a stage that we never get to find out or even have the chance to figure out...it has been the best times i ever had...or heard things that i couldnt believe i'll ever get to hear...it has been a great time

What's done is done like it has been said...what we go through means everything to me...it has became part of me for the past few months and it's a promise that we wont shut our lifes away. It was a decision to make and probably for the better for now.

We can still count on each another and who knows what might happen....maybe you'll still be like what you told me... =)

~XOXO~